A Point of No Return

My life has felt so unfocused and undirected lately. I’ve been going to therapy and trying to find help from other sources as well (friends, self-help books, etc.), and I require a lot of down time to process the therapy sessions. I don’t have to process them consciously. But subconscious processing makes me become aContinue reading “A Point of No Return”

Life’s peachy!

I’ve been enjoying writing my memoirs. I think they might even be publishable, since there’s so much scandal and intrigue to my life. I’ve been writing about the early years when we lived in my first house from birth to age seven. That was a very nice period in my life, and writing about itContinue reading “Life’s peachy!”

Exhausted!

Well, I’m in a good mood, but I’m emotionally and mentally hungover. Emotionally from getting bad news from my former employer, and mentally from writing the 3-day novella. About that: I reached my same word count as last year: 17,400 words (rounded). Go figure. Unfortunately, I’m seeing some comments on social media indicating that myContinue reading “Exhausted!”

The last day of rest.

So, my efforts to write a three-day novella begin at midnight, which is exactly ten hours from now. I’m ready to get started! I might tidy my room a bit. It doesn’t need anything major. I’ve bought the candy! Photos forthcoming. And I left the candy… Oh, no. It’s downstairs with my dad. Well, thatContinue reading “The last day of rest.”

… the agony of defeat.

So, there’s bad news and there’s bad news. I’ll start with the bad news. I had a 25% chance of winning a contest with last year’s 3-day novella, because I was in a contest that four people submitted last year’s novel to. If coming in fourth would be worst, what would second-worst be? Coming inContinue reading “… the agony of defeat.”

Adjustments are painful!

So, doing intermittent fasting has been hard! My body’s used to constant snack food during the entire period of time that I’m awake each day. I’ve realized I need to overhaul how often and when I eat. What I eat is mostly okay, although not perfect, but I don’t have any health issues like highContinue reading “Adjustments are painful!”

A million updates!

TRIGGER WARNING: DISCUSSION OF PHYSICAL ABUSE AND SLIGHT SEXUAL UNDERTONES¬† So, there’s a lot going on with me (none of it horrid–it’s all good), so I can’t imagine how long it’ll take to write this blog post. It’s 3:47 now, so let’s find out. First of all, the fishies are all dead. (Oh. Actually, thatContinue reading “A million updates!”

Don’t follow the sheep!

I think I forgot to mention that I gave up on online dating. It felt too shallow and disgusting to me. The writer in me couldn’t cope with the complete lack of originality shown in the men’s profiles: Just looking to see what’s out there. New to online dating. And yet you’re on every datingContinue reading “Don’t follow the sheep!”

When love came to Earth

It’s time for poetry hour! I wrote this poem just now. EDIT: I altered the poem to hopefully make it less clunky rhythmically. When Love Came to Earth by Meg When love came to Earth it passed through the pain Of abuse and restrictions, the bounds of the brain It fell from our sight whereContinue reading “When love came to Earth”

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