Writing is hard!

If you want to be a writer, that’s great. Here are some things to know! You’ll never write anything good on your own.  And this should just be accepted. Writing can be a very humbling experience. If you think you’ve written something nice, but it hasn’t been beta-read, then you could be in for aContinue reading “Writing is hard!”

The paranoid experience!

Ugh! I’m paranoid. I’ve been thinking as much for a few months now, maybe? I figured I’d blog about it. I also want to get more paranoia meds from Dr. Phlegm. Energetic pollution: when someone else’s energetic field pollutes mine. For example, if someone’s waiting in line behind me at the store. Energetic contamination: it’sContinue reading “The paranoid experience!”

When love came to Earth

It’s time for poetry hour! I wrote this poem just now. EDIT: I altered the poem to hopefully make it less clunky rhythmically. When Love Came to Earth by Meg When love came to Earth it passed through the pain Of abuse and restrictions, the bounds of the brain It fell from our sight whereContinue reading “When love came to Earth”

My beautiful schizophrenic brain!

I’ve been spaced out all day, possibly because I went to therapy yesterday and then had nightmares all night. I kept dreaming I was being forced to relive hellacious scenarios: accidents, disfigurement, wreckage, and so forth; because I couldn’t come to terms with what had happened and felt the need to keep experiencing it untilContinue reading “My beautiful schizophrenic brain!”

How bizarre!

I told my dad how triggered I’ve been lately because of how physically abusive he was to me as a kid, and he swore that it never happened, that I’ve created it all in my head. [Eyeroll.] As much as I’d love to believe that… I never forgot it after it happened. I didn’t justContinue reading “How bizarre!”

The start of the breakdown.

I wound up chatting with Norton support yet again, this time accusing them of being scammers in several different ways. Then I had some sort of hysterical meltdown and told them how hurtful it was to see my blog, my diary, marked as a known dangerous web page. The guy apologized, which was nice. MostContinue reading “The start of the breakdown.”

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