Paranoia triggered!

Having conversed with that guy yesterday, it has raised some issues. No clue why, but I guess because we were discussing horrible happenings, like his friend doing years in prison for a crime he didn’t commit. I’m not sure why, but my mind went back to 2005, when I became psychotic. My mom responded byContinue reading “Paranoia triggered!”

When the mothers talk…

I hate my mother. She called me this evening while I was watching¬†Felicity¬†Season 3, and she immediately started asking me if I have a cough or a fever. I was like, “Why would I have a cough or a fever?” And she launched into some sort of fearmongering response about the virus. She then spentContinue reading “When the mothers talk…”

The start of the breakdown.

I wound up chatting with Norton support yet again, this time accusing them of being scammers in several different ways. Then I had some sort of hysterical meltdown and told them how hurtful it was to see my blog, my diary, marked as a known dangerous web page. The guy apologized, which was nice. MostContinue reading “The start of the breakdown.”

Paranoia in the new world.

So, Mother wrote me what I hope is a good check, and I took it to the bank a few minutes ago. Each area where you could fill out the deposit/withdrawal paperwork had a thing of hand sanitizer. There were three or four more bottles of the stuff up at the teller counter. My problemContinue reading “Paranoia in the new world.”

I’m a bad, bad person.

So, I’m having some low self-esteem due to my recent candy theft. I can no longer say in good conscience that I’d never steal (not counting stealing if you’re starving and need food). No, I stole brazenly and for no good reason whatsoever. Geez, Megz. Well, this will teach me to be less self-righteous. I’mContinue reading “I’m a bad, bad person.”

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