Trying to reason through the weirdness.

I’ve been musing more about Stevil, my neighbor, who instilled in me this recurring relationship pattern of male friendship going badly awry when I ask to be more than friends. I’ve been wondering about the conversation that started it all: Why did he ask me if I’d been sexually abused? He said, “You seem toContinue reading “Trying to reason through the weirdness.”

When the numbers don’t add up.

Based in part on a prior email I received from him stating this: Part of my neurosis is OCD behaviors. You know how you open a can of soda and your entire goal is to drink until it is empty? Just me, huh? That’s how I am with everything. Once I arrive at work IContinue reading “When the numbers don’t add up.”

Poor Clara!!

Dear Amy: I think I’m too considerate and helpful. I often go out of my way to help my friends. I always answer their messages right away. I’m always available when they ask. I guess I do this because it makes me feel important and loved. When my friends are selfish, I get quietly resentfulContinue reading “Poor Clara!!”

It all happens at the post office.

So, I went back to the post office once I realized that I’d reversed The Bounty Hunter’s address. It wasn’t 1415 but 1514. Go figure. And the guy who works there was ONCE AGAIN obviously happy to see me, happier than most people ever are, okay? He was leaning toward me, all smiles, even thoughContinue reading “It all happens at the post office.”

Happy Tarot reading!

Ash got back to me with my Tarot reading. It was really, really good and made me feel so much better about everything. Reading for Meg Past – Present – Future Past: The Hanged Man I’m getting that you have been extremely hung up on decisions…. Just a total and complete standstill with your life.Continue reading “Happy Tarot reading!”

My life is strange. (No, really?)

I’m feeling quite morose. I unfriended two people on social media. They’re best friends with each other. One seemingly dropped me like a hot potato and never came back, and the second ignored a funny comment I made on her post but found the time to make a laughy-face at everyone else’s comments (made bothContinue reading “My life is strange. (No, really?)”

It’s time for inside-out.

I’ve been sad and anxious lately, which isn’t like me. It’s possible that I have some PMS. But it seems more likely to involve the coronavirus. Or, rather, the situation. It’s worrisome whether our economy will be all right. And you know that government-provided stimulus check I was so excited to get? I don’t qualify,Continue reading “It’s time for inside-out.”

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