Misery at midnight

I’ve been depressed all day. I’ve already taken two naps. This was after I cried myself to sleep last night and felt miserable. I consulted the Tarot cards to consider pros and cons of ditching my therapist, and the cards confirmed a lot of what I knew. I’ve decided on a course of action: noContinue reading “Misery at midnight”

What a tangled web we weave…

I’m feeling very discouraged after the therapy session from hell yesterday. I always tell the therapist I want/need EMDR, and the therapist always becomes curious about my past and wants to do talk therapy. The last time this happened, we had the therapist who wound up accusing me of being suicidical when I was, inContinue reading “What a tangled web we weave…”

Deception.

DEAR HARRIETTE: I have a 4-month-old daughter with a woman I never dated exclusively but was hanging out with for a while. When she told me she was pregnant, I asked about any other men, and she said there was no one else. I accepted that, and my family and I stood by her theContinue reading “Deception.”

A million updates!

TRIGGER WARNING: DISCUSSION OF PHYSICAL ABUSE AND SLIGHT SEXUAL UNDERTONES¬† So, there’s a lot going on with me (none of it horrid–it’s all good), so I can’t imagine how long it’ll take to write this blog post. It’s 3:47 now, so let’s find out. First of all, the fishies are all dead. (Oh. Actually, thatContinue reading “A million updates!”

My jackalope has three ears!

So, I’ve been spaced out and completely unproductive for a long time now. Although I daresay I’m not giving myself credit for what I have accomplished. I’ve written an entire synopsis of the 3-day novella I’ll be writing over Labor Day weekend (as part of the 3-day novella contest). (You’re allowed to do plot outlinesContinue reading “My jackalope has three ears!”

Her magical universe.

Today has been very creative and productive. It’s been the first good day in over a week, so YAY for that! I worked on my novel, of which I’ve written around 29,000 words so far (I always aim for 74,000 to 78,000 total). So it’s coming along. I feel like it’s missing something so far,Continue reading “Her magical universe.”

I’m trigger happy!

TRIGGER WARNING: MILD THEMES OF PHYSICAL ABUSE So, I’ve been triggered all day. First, my dad and I played Connect 4, which I’m a master at, but he won all three games. Unfortunately, when he bragged about it, he used the wrong words. “I beat you three times at Connect 4.” Couldn’t he have saidContinue reading “I’m trigger happy!”

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