Where is the justice in this world?

So, I took the time to write this lovely 5-star product review for LL Bean: I was lucky to find two pairs of these on a different website that sells used items. It’s love. I wanted to comment on the complaints that the pants don’t go up high enough in the waist. Very true. ForContinue reading “Where is the justice in this world?”

I never expected THIS to happen at the stop sign today!

Hi everyone! I hope you’re all having great days today. I figured I’d check in. I’ve been bored and cranky and menstrual. And I’m upset with myself because I did some bad math when I bought my plane ticket to Prague. I meant to schedule it for when my period’s over, right? Well, today isContinue reading “I never expected THIS to happen at the stop sign today!”

Being dumped and being blocked.

Dear Amy: “Trying to Repent” wanted to apologize to his former girlfriend for his abusive behavior during the relationship. Your advice NOT to contact her was well-put. A woman I dated in the past reached out and apologized for the way she handled things. I was genuinely upset she messaged me and waited two weeksContinue reading “Being dumped and being blocked.”

The self-appointed vessel.

This book is profound. It’s very optimistic and compassionate. It discusses the dynamics of victims and perpetrators, and the need for such dynamics. I used to have deep thoughts about that when I was eight or nine. I decided I’d rather be a victim, which I was–my parents were abusive–than a perpetrator, because I’d hateContinue reading “The self-appointed vessel.”

Spiritual accomplishments.

TRIGGER WARNING: suicidality, but only discussed in the context of the distant past, and difficult life situations as well. I’m fine!  I’ve been reading a really nice spiritual, New Agey book that my dad bought me, because he’s generous enough to buy me self-help books as a means of helping me work through my issues.Continue reading “Spiritual accomplishments.”

Breakthrough!

I’ve had an epiphany. After discussing my issues with a lot of people, I’ve realized (or come to strongly suspect) that my anger issues are directly related to my mental illness(es), and that taking more medication could be helpful.  For one thing, that would make me feel so much better about myself, as if it’sContinue reading “Breakthrough!”

Steps for better wellbeing!

TRIGGER WARNING: low-key discussions of suicidality, complete with jokes! Sanity has been restored. I’ve taken the following proactive measures for better equanimity: I wrote to my psychiatrist, because a few people suggested it, and then it occurred to me that my bipolar (or something else–there’s a long list) might not be as well-medicated as itContinue reading “Steps for better wellbeing!”

The unicorn killer.

TRIGGER WARNING: Suicidality and calling the crisis line.  So, my life has fallen apart. What else is new? I have an enemy from the NYC Midnight forum. Her name’s Taylor. She’s a prissy bitch. Last October, she was pivotal in causing things to go awry on the forum because she’s a bully and a “meanContinue reading “The unicorn killer.”

And now I’m angry.

I just now emailed my mom. Please quit asking me questions about the past. If you feel guilty for being a bad parent, that shouldn’t be my problem, and I’ll never tell you what you want to hear (that you weren’t an abusive parent), so quit harassing me about it. I can’t help you withContinue reading “And now I’m angry.”

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