Steps for better wellbeing!

TRIGGER WARNING: low-key discussions of suicidality, complete with jokes! Sanity has been restored. I’ve taken the following proactive measures for better equanimity: I wrote to my psychiatrist, because a few people suggested it, and then it occurred to me that my bipolar (or something else–there’s a long list) might not be as well-medicated as itContinue reading “Steps for better wellbeing!”

What it all goes back to!

I’m feeling much better today, having slept it off. I know what my anger goes back to, but that doesn’t mean I know how to fix it. When I was living in Georgia, down south, and working at KidsPeace, my coworkers constantly bullied me, but I didn’t recognize how awful they were. I figured theyContinue reading “What it all goes back to!”

The unicorn killer.

TRIGGER WARNING: Suicidality and calling the crisis line.  So, my life has fallen apart. What else is new? I have an enemy from the NYC Midnight forum. Her name’s Taylor. She’s a prissy bitch. Last October, she was pivotal in causing things to go awry on the forum because she’s a bully and a “meanContinue reading “The unicorn killer.”

My best hair color!

I’ve gotten onto a pretty good diet of: oatmeal for breakfast (500 calories); a homemade, huge waffle for dinner (400 calories) with two turkey sausage patties (160 calories total); two Lara bars for late-night snacks (440 calories total); and optional popcorn (somewhere between 300 and 400 calories, counting the oil). Sans the popcorn, this maxesContinue reading “My best hair color!”

A fine serving of hysteria for breakfast.

It’s been a terrible day. It started with an email from the DMV reminding me of the appointment I made to take Mother to get her real ID next week. The real ID is going to become a requirement for national travel here in the US. A regular driver’s license won’t cut it anymore, butContinue reading “A fine serving of hysteria for breakfast.”

Strange food attitudes.

I’ve avoided junk food all month except for some chocolate I ate on the first full day of my period. (Meg’s gotta have it!) Something strange has happened. I’m starting to wonder why I’ve always put so much filth into my body. Yes, Pringles suddenly seem like filth. I think it’s because their ingredients areContinue reading “Strange food attitudes.”

The check is in the mail.

This is freakin’ hilarious. As you all know, I’ve been helping Mother at her condo and also taking her out for errands and such. She’s trying to organize her living space, and often she’ll give me small stuff that she doesn’t want. Most recently it was a conch shell. I thought it was pretty, butContinue reading “The check is in the mail.”

Meg feels entitled!

Oh my God, that was hell! Hell! Fire and brimstones would’ve been preferable to this agonizing torment. Today was dedicated to helping my mom. I set my alarm clock for sometime after 9:00 AM, and after I woke up, I did all the morning stuff: walked the dog, ate oatmeal, took my meds. Then IContinue reading “Meg feels entitled!”

Paradise is just out of reach.

I’ve been getting used to the hearing aids, by some miracle, and here’s another miracle: yesterday, I was walking the puppy with my dad when a car stopped at a yellow light. The car behind honked at them, so the driver veered off onto a side road to escape the other driver’s wrath. The honkingContinue reading “Paradise is just out of reach.”

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